#Twelve

You are older enough to decide,
what's right and what's wrong.

Tick tock!

Selamat Hari Kejadian

Semoga cepat membesar dengan sihat, kuat dan dipermudahkan urusan.
Semoga kekal kachak dan gagah walaupun perawan.
Selamat hari kejadian yang entah keberapa belas wahai Pahlawan.
Semoga hatimu masih kekal menjadi milik mutlak Tuhan.

Selamat hari kejadian.

Puisi Malam Hari Jadi

Sememangnya aku tidak pernah berubah,

Mungkin angkanya saja sudah bertambah,

Namun tubuhku masih terperangkap dalam seorang Izzah,

Jadi untuk kali ini, aku harap kau boleh menjadi matang seiring dengan usiamu, Pahlawan gagah.

New Chapter: Music 2

Oh, yesterday I met this guy, I'm not so sure about his name. But he taught me how to play drum. Story will be update later.

TBC!

Cocoon

Sun, sun, the shine.
Moo, moo, the moon.
Get up, stop the whine.
Let's get out from here, cocoon!

Khabar

Ku pejam mata.

Cuba ingat segalanya.

Segalanya tentang dia.

Sudah bertahun tak jumpa.

Sudah lama tak bersua muka.

Entah apa pula khabar berita.

Sick

TBC

My Contact Details

Hey peeps. Kindly contact me accordingly.

Personal: iqizaziz88@gmail.com
Music: iqizmusic@gmail.com
Study: iqizaziz@um.edu.com
Work: izzah@simebest.com

Facebook: facebook.com/iqizaziz
Twitter: @iqizaziz
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Youtube: QiszAziz/Iqiz Aziz

#XpresiUM

Urgent calling! Anyone knows anyone from UM who can play music? Please let me know ya? Thank you so much! =D

#PrayForMegat

Hey peeps!

Today entry is quite different. It's regarding my friend and also a bassist, who has been warded for having dengue fever past few days. I only have a chance to visit him at Pusat Perubatan Universiti Malaya (PPUM) when he is shifted from Darul Ehsan Medical Centre (DEMC) yesterday. So here are some pictures of us taken by his father during my visit. I stayed there for few hours, waiting for other friends to come. Anyway, get well soon bro!

#PrayForMegat

Cerita Pendek: Mana Lagi Sedap?

Kelihatan dua beranak sedang mencari sesuatu di rak makanan nombor enam.

Anak: "Mak! Mana lagi sedap? Chicken with tuna ke, mackerel ke, seafood?" tanya Si Anak bertalu-talu.

Mak: "Apa benda tu?" Soal Si Ibu, kurang pasti.

Anak: "Makanan kucing."

.....

Wings of The Angel

An angel falls from Heaven,
Being isolated by her own people,
With both of her wings being cut,
She was thrown away to the Earth.

Alone. And she die, alone.

Pasir di Angkasa

Bulan di angkasa, 

Sayu memandang Bumi. 

Ada apa di sana? 

Sekeping hati di pantai sunyi.

Apa pula ada di sana? 

Pasir putih dihempas ombak. 

Apa pula di atasnya? 

Sekeping hati yang koyak rabak.

***

P/s: The title doesn't reflect the poem, purposely. Submitted for @anekapuisi on Twitter with the themes "angkasa" and "pasir".

The Chambers: Chances

I was thinking about this recently. I should evaluate them individually and find out which one of them will be the man. Well, you know things might changes in the future. So I just share what I really feel about them right now. Really short one! Hahaha!

***

Talking about #TheChambers I personally like #2 because of the similarities between us. His responsibility as the only guy in his siblings shows that he is such a responsible guy towards his family.

But in terms of 6 criteria, I might go for #4 but he is one mysterious guy. I don't really know him because we met once at my friend's house and he try to be my friend but I don't know, maybe he kinda shy?

Oh well #1 is the most frequent guy I met last year compared to others from #TheChambers but he is lacking of 6 criteria especially #6. Although, he is fun, always claiming himself as introvert but actually he is not!

And for #3, last met was on 2011. knowing him for the half of my life but we spoke once last year just to wish him on his birthday. A lot of memories with this one. Do you think that I still have the chance? I think yes!

In A Week

In a week,
I'll turn one year older,
Age is just a number, as he reminds me.

Rider

Hari ni rider ai cuti so ai pun menapaklah ke playground seorang diri.
Lambat sikit je 'cause sangkut kat traffic light tadi.
Pin pon pin pon! Taulah dia berkereta, kita ni jalan kaki.
Tak lama pun, doploh menet je melenggang kangkung nak sampai sini.

p/s: Trust me, I'm not a designer. ;)

Cold

As she walks alone at the beach.
Smell of the ocean and its breeze.
Along the isle of clouds as the bridge.
Ha choo~ Ha choo~ She sneeze.

Beburung Biru

Siapa kamu di balik kawanan beburung biru?
Kamu, yang akan menjadi pembaca senyapku.
Sepertimana aku pernah lakukan perkara sama ke salah satu hatiku.
Senyap! Tanpa dia sedar akan kewujudanku.

Namun kini, kamu pelontar kata indah manis bak madu.
Yang masih lagi berselindung di balik kawanan beburung biru.
Mahukah kamu berjumpa aku dan terangkan satu persatu.
Tentang pengalaman indah dan lagu-lagu kegemaran kamu?

Mahu kau duduk di sisi, menemani aku?

Me

To be gloom before eyes,
To be bloom before rises.

To be Me.

#CertotFixi - Monarki by Izzah Iqiz Aziz

First trial. Since I lose. Why not you just read it? Hehehe.

P/s: Congratulation to all winners! =D

I Should

I should write something now...

New Chapter: Music

So to achieved one of my resolution, I met Joshua yesterday. He just same age with me. Very friendly multi instrumentalist, although it just our first meet. Well, I make him listen to Lucy Rose and Tonight Alive. And I showed him my videos. We talk about Paramore a lot and both of us have the complete albums of Paramore in our phone playlist! When he asked me which one of the song that I really want to play? I told him why not we try The Ocean by Tonight Alive since I have the tab but in term of speed, I can't cope with it. Surprisingly, he agreed. So he taught me four things to practice which I really don't want to expose now. So I'll meet him again in two weeks, let's see the outcome. Wish me luck!

#CertotFixi - Monarki

So I accept the challenge! It's damn hard because it is not like something that we are common to hear in daily life. Or maybe it just me.

Reschedule

With a month of semester break, I'll reschedule my routine back start from today and make it useful as optimum as I can.

It was a tough start for this year but I know what's next to come is even tougher. Once you fall, please do remember that you can always start all over again and keep the positive vibes coming.

Having great family, good friends, nice food, and few more valuable things/people are more than enough for me to ask for more. The most important thing is do not rely on other people to find your own happiness.

I don't have new year resolution as always but I do have a list of what I'm trying to achieve by this year, one by one and I'm getting there slowly.

I would like to say that if you have a bad day try to hangout with your friends or someone that you can talk to and make you forget about your problems. Life is too short to think why shit happen and please try to avoid unwanted feelings.

It just Monday peeps. Don't start your day with yesterday. Have a great day ahead and stay positive!

Photo taken at Positive Emporium, Publika

Cerita Pendek: Amp Kat Mana?

Pagi-pagi weekend macam ni memang tak best pun dengar orang membebel, mengganggu ruang privacy orang lain dari Subuh lagi. Buang barang orang suka hati, tak tanya pun nak pakai lagi ke tak. Setakat baju tu boleh tahan lagi tapi amp guitar sebijik tu ada kat mana? Dah cari lama ni tak jumpa pun! Takkan buang jugak kot? Bukan ada orang lain nak pakai. Adohai. Seriously, tak penat ke?

Cerita Pendek: Lori DBKL

Pagi Ahad yang haru hitam kelabu. Terkejut dengar orang jerit-jerit cakap DBKL datang tangkap kucing. Bingit telinga bila dia dok jerit Bear, Rendek, Yeyen ulang-ulang. Dia ketuk bilik Abil suruh cari kucing. Tiba-tiba nampak Bear datang dari belakang terus kena locked up masuk bilik Abil. Disebabkan Rendek masih tak jumpa dia pun datang bilik aku suruh keluar cari kucing dengan gaya penuh histeria. Aku yang mamai sebab tak cukup tidur pun terus cari jeans menapak pergi cari Rendek sampai ke hujung padang. Tak nampak langsung lori DBKL macam yang dia cakap! Aku ada nampak Tam, anak Kiko yang dah bawa diri ke rumah orang tapi kadang-kadang dia ada balik curi-curi makan. So aku pun patah balik ke rumah konon nak cari kat area lain. Bila ternampak mak cik nasi lemak yang masih lagi berniaga aku terus tanya mak cik, saya nak tanya, ada nampak orang DBKL tangkap kucing? Mak cik tu cakap dia berniaga dari 6.45 pagi tadi tak ada pun nampak DBKL. Mendengarkan jawapan mak cik tersebut, aku terus melangkah pulang ke rumah. Aku lihat dia dah boleh bertenang. Dia tanya ada nampak Rendek? Aku cakap tak ada. Mak cik jual nasi lemak tu cakap tak nampak DBKL datang pun. Dia kata dia lepaskan Yeyen pagi tadi lepas bagi Yeyen pakai ubat kutu. Si Kiko dengan Baby memang tak keluar langsung lepas dia bagi makan pagi tadi. Pergh! Kucing aku semua dah breakfast, aku pun belum makan apa lagi. Makan angin pagi je tadi. Sekarang aku tak tau nasib Rendek dan Yeyen sama ada betul kena tangkap dengan DBKL atau tengah hibernate kat mana-mana. Ni mesti dia dengar cakap Si Radha, aci jual newspaper sebelah rumah. Rendek masih pakai kolar tapi Yeyen punya entah hilang kat mana. Aku tau adik-adik bulu aku semua dah OKU so aku harap sangat diorang selamat. Kalau tak balik jugak sampai malam, mohon semua boleh bertenang dan redha. Ok, ai nak pi makan sat!

Rezeki Halal

Dari kejauhan aku melihat wajahnya yang pucat lesi,
Penat, letih dengan kehidupan dunianya barang kali,
Melakukan rutin hidup yang sama setiap hari,
Mencari rezeki halal untuk berkahwin nanti.

Cinta; Muka Surat Pertama

Buat para penggemar puisi, ini tulisan para laki-laki.
Dan ya bacaan ini percuma untuk masa kalian diisi.

Download Cinta; Muka Surat Pertama

Diam

Diamku bukan bermakna aku sombong,
Diamku bukan bermakna aku salah,
Tapi kerna bicara kalian mengjengkelkan.

Short Term Goals

Since I don't have new year resolution for 2015, I've decided to have some of short term goals.

There are:

1. To gained weight up to 48-50 kg
2. To be able to carry 10 kg oxygen tank
3. To learn new instrument
4. To do more cafe hunting
5. To keep foodie blog up to date
6. Etc, etc, etc...

How about you?

Unplanned

Whoa! So I'm gonna have a month break from study?

But hey, what's next?

Telefon

Setelah hampir sebelas purnama seorang Izzah masih berdegil untuk tidak menggunakan whatsapp, Pak Cik M akhirnya mengalah lalu beliau memberikan sebuah telefon milik syarikatnya kepada Izzah.

Saya tak perlukan telefon. Saya nak pager. Uncle ada? =P

Back To Basic

Well, seems like exam is over for this semester. I'm back to the old routine. I wish that I can give some space for music. I really hope that I can.

Final Exam: Day 3, Fifth Subject

Today, I'll sit for the third exam paper for this semester.

Subject - History and Philosophy of Science
Date - Tuesday (January 13, 2015)
Time - 8.15 pm

I'm so scared to death. Wish me luck! =)

Masa

Debaran masih terasa,
Kerna aku benar-benar kesuntukkan masa.

Dup. Dap. Dup. Dap.

Mengantuknya bukan main lagi,
Macamlah peperiksaan selesai diduduki.

Dup. Dap. Dup. Dap.

Kosong

Sejujurnya otak aku masih lagi kosong tanpa sebarang input. Aku harap aku boleh menulis dengan lancar seperti mana bila aku disuruh untuk membuat konklusi selama 5 minit tanpa ada sebarang rujukan tentang tajuk esei yang aku pilih; How are the Post-modernist perspectives on Science different from the Modernist? Critically discuss the strength and weakness of both positions. Hasilnya tidaklah sehebat mana bila aku langsung tak ingat satu apa yang aku baca sekilas lalu. Seminit dua aku diam di hadapan kelas sambil memegang mikrofon. Menggigil teruk aku dengan suara yang terketar-ketar tak tahu mahu mulakan di mana. Aku cuba bertenang, tarik nafas dalam-dalam, kemudian dengan perlahan aku mula bertutur semula sambil memejam mata. Bukan saja memberikan maksud kepada dua kategori perspektif ini dan contoh para ahli falsafah tetapi aku dengan terus menerus bercerita tentang liberalisme dan agama dengan ya, masih menutup mata. Kemudian bercakap seorang diri memandang lantai sambil menggerak-gerakkan tangan seakan-akan senaman tai chi. Entah kenapa pula bahagian ini yang aku ingat dengan jelas secara tiba-tiba. Boleh pulak bercakap melebihi 5 minit untuk bahagian konklusi. Padahal, liberalisme ini cuma sedikit sahaja dalam sesi pembentangan tajuk. Mungkin ada yang tertanya buku apa sebenarnya yang aku baca agaknya. Selain dari nota-nota dan buku-buku falsafah dari pensyarah aku yang bergelar professor, aku cuma berpandu kepada Kitab Hitam iaitu sebuah kalam. Aku masih lagi belum sempat mencari masa untuk mengkhatamkan buku tulisan Ahmed Deedat berkenaan isu Kristian-Islam yang masih cantik dengan balutan plastik di atas rak buku. Dengan membebel di laman blog ini, aku cuma mampu berharap ingatan aku tidak kosong dan aku mampu menulis esei untuk subjek yang paling susah semester ini keesokkan hari.

InsyaAllah. Doakan sama ya?

Idiots

Oh, so I see. You can never win when arguing with idiots. Although, when you're giving your facts right.

Same goes with the situation when a lawyer have to get all facts before entering the court. Or else the lawyer might lose the case, easily.

When you're giving some statements and others are giving their opinions, why not just accept it open minded instead of keep on questioning? There is no right and wrong for giving opinions but the one who always think that they are the right one and others are wrong is such a total LOSERS!

It's Monday peeps. Just chill. Don't lose your temper for irrelevant things. Seriously, this is something not worth to fighting for.

So good morning and have a nice day ahead!

K-Pop?

This is bullshit!

Half Glass

What do you see?

Half glass full of water?
Or half glass empty?

I see you.

Hari Yang Panjang

Sungguh, ini hari yang panjang.
Sehari suntuk menjadi penumpang.
Asalnya keluar nak beli barang.
Tapi end up bertandang ke rumah orang.

Mungkin

Kulihat cuaca agak baik hari ini.
Mungkin hari ini akan indah tanpa mendung.
Kerna ada urusan keluarga yang perlu dibuat.
Jadi cuaca silalah teruslah menjadi indah.

Mungkin.

Final Exam: Day 2, Fourth Subject

Today, I'll sit for the second exam paper for this semester.

Subject - Ethics and Sustainable Policies in Science, Technology and Innovation
Date - Friday (January 9, 2015)
Time - 8.15 pm

Wish me luck! =)

Masalah

Seperti kebiasan pada waktu-waktu begini aku tetapkan masa untuk menulis sebarang dua coretan. Disiplin adalah masalah yang pertama. Masa adalah masalah yang kedua. Ketiadaan idea adalah masalah yang ketiga. Selebihnya entah ada berapa mahu aku kirakan semuanya. Jadi rasanya baik aku sambung baca buku untuk peperiksaan sekejap lagi. Waktu kini sebenarnya adalah hari Jumaat, 9 Januari 2015, 12:40 pm.

Mendung

Sepertinya setiap waktu,
Mendung-mendung begini,
Pasti dibasahi hujan.

Ah, tersangkut lagi.

Degenerates

I realized that my brain starts to degenerates. In other words, I can't remember what I've learned or read. Don't ever say about memorizing, all gone! Oh my. What's happening to me? =( *sad*

Final Exam: Day 1, Third Subject

Today, I'll sit for the first exam paper for this semester.

Subject - Philosophy of Sustainability
Date - Wednesday (January 7, 2015)
Time - 8.15 pm

Wish me luck! =)

After Midnight

After midnight,
When I fall asleep,
I wish it's you appears in my dreams.

After midnight,
When I fall asleep,
I wish we both in the same dreams.

After midnight,
When I fall asleep,
I wish we will woke up from this dreams.

Semangat

Agak lama tiada alunan muzik bergema.
Bukan kerna aku sudah tawar hati.
Tapi kerna aku ketiadaan masa. Benar tiada.
Belum pun usai kertas periksa dijawab.
Aku sudah mencari-cari rumah untuk belajar.
Mungkin kaku keras seperti kayukah tanganku?
Entah. Moga kali ini semangat lebih utuh lagi.

Dreams

When you don't have your own dreams,
Just please don't ever destroy others!

Hell bitch!

Tidur

Tutup mata.
Pejamkan telinga.
Tarik nafas dalam-dalam.
Hembus nafas perlahan-lahan.
Kosongkan fikiran.
Rehatkan badan.
Tenangkan jiwa.

Ok dah kau boleh pergi tidur.

Exam!

Okay people. So. Yeah. I'm having exam this week so wish me luck! =)

Si Pungguk dan Si Bulan

Lewat yang terasakan,
Di malam nan syahdu,
Bunyian rasa sayu,
Terdengar lagu rindu.

Berkata pada Si Pungguk pada Si Bulan,
"Apa kau masih mahu aku?"

Jawab Si Bulan kepada Si Pungguk,
"Aku mahu kau walau cuma dapat kulihat dari jauh."

Diam.
Sunyi.
Bisu.

"Apa kau sanggup tunggu aku?" duga Si Pungguk.

"Aku tetap mahu tunggu walau kau yang akan mati, tinggalkan aku dulu." tangis Si Bulan.

Sebarkan Cinta

Masa, bisa saja cemburu pada kita.
Pasakkan saja waktu di Bumi,
Agar tertebar segala yang ada di Langit.
Sebarkan, sebarkan, sebarkan!
Teriakmu menari dalam gembira,
Segala debunga cinta bertebaran.
Kau kutip, kau hirup, dan beri padaku.
Terus menari dan menyanyikan lagu.

New Year Resolution

To be honest, I don't have any new year resolution. It just, I don't know. I should have more short term goal than to have one big moment to strive in. It's not easy to be a full time student, worker and wanted to play music for more serious. My life was so miserable throughout this year. But yeah, that's all. And I'm happy for doing it. 

Hello 2015!

Year 2015,

With all hope,

Be nice, be dope.