#Eleventh

Less than a year now,
Better take some risks,
Or else you never know,
Moving on, so brisk!

Cerita Pendek: Tidur Selepas Subuh

Gua ada klik satu link ni: Tazkirah Jumaat dari Pemborong Branded Kids di Facebook.

Lepas baca, gua pun buat rumusan sendiri.

Tidur selepas Subuh, penyakit:

1. Budak asrama - qada' tidur, penat belajar

2. Budak band - qada' tidur, baru habis jamming dan lepak mamak

3. Budak universiti - qada' tidur, kalau tak sebab assignment mesti FYP

4. Orang bekerja - qada' tidur, malam ada kelas jadi tertidur time kerja!

Macam cakap dengan diri sendiri. Pergh!

Cerita Pendek: Terpesong

Gua ingat gua dah lambat. Masuk kelas 10.30, bolehlah buat selamba macam biasa. Biar lambat asal masuk mesti bergaya. Rupanya kelas start pukul 11. Tak pernah gua datang awal melainkan lambat belaka. Kahkah!

Habis kelas gua pi lepak food court Perdanasiswa dengan partner gua semester lepas, Aini Aziz, baru hari ni gua nampak dia kat kelas tapi dia datang tadi lagi lambat. Hahaha! Tapi section close katanya. Maka, memandangkan kedai kebab je yang bukak kita makan jelah beef shawarma ni. Aini Aziz cakap nak pi library, Izzah Aziz cakap nak pi Midvalley. Maka, berpisahlah keduanya.

Sebab gua dok layan member gua wassap pasal adalah someone tu kahwin. Lepas tu dia hantar pulak gambar kahwin di mana gua boleh nampak kewujudan seorang makhluk Tuhan berpakaian baju Melayu biru cair, segak seperti warna langsir masjid. Gua tak perasan gua dah ternaik LRT Universiti, bukan bas RapidKL nak ke Midvalley. Terpesong terus perjalanan gua hari ni. Makanya, gua pun turun di stesen LRT Pasar Seni berlagak macam tourist jejalan kat KL. Gua sebenarnya nak pi usha Dataran Underground tapi gua tak tau kat mana lokasinya. Gua dok pusing-pusing tak nampak apa. Lepas tu gua rasa nak jalan-jalan kat Masjid Jamek pulak.

Gua tiba-tiba teringat nak kena transfer duit dari akaun Maybank ke akaun CIMB sebab gua nak bayar yuran study. Semua ATM machine penuh beb. Gua lalu Sogo, adalah ramai jugak orang so gua pun ingat Maju Junction mungkin kurang sikit kot. Tapi bila gua sampai je, satu ATM pun takde! Magik! Gua pun teruskan berjalan sampai satu kedai buku ni gua dok belek-belek buku lastnya gua beli Roswell High, 5 in 1 punya series. Gila remaja gua masa series ni keluar TV dulu! Gua dah penat sebenarnya so nak tak nak gua patah balik Sogo, beratur dengan penuh hemah lepas tu pergi transfer je duit ke CDM CIMB di bangunan sebelah.

Phew~ Jauh jugak gua menapak hari ni.

Cerita Pendek: Toko Buku

Maka, ditakdirkan. Ketika mahu pulang, hujan pun turun.

Macam biasa, bila dah tersangkut tak boleh balik, akan berlegarlah seorang Izzah bersama backpacknya. Oh, orang kachak tak pakai payung!

Sama ada kau boleh lihat aku membuang masa di toko buku dalam keadaan bertisu mengesat peluh mata, atau kau akan lihat aku mengerut dahi dek tak faham apa yang aku baca.

#PrayForAdyll

Semenjak Uncle bagi no kia kiped kecik ni, rajin beliau wassap saya.

Saya kini bertindak sebagai personal translator dan tempat bertanya.

Hari ni beliau ada temuduga katanya. Maka, marilah kita semua doakan beliau berjaya. Semoga dipermudahkan semua urusannya.

Ukhti Adyll,
Bismillahirrahmanirrahim. Bismillahi tawakkaltu 'alallah la hawla wala quwwata illa billah. Allahumma laa sahla illaa maa jaaltahu sahlan wa anta taj'alal huzna i zaa syi'ta sahla. Amin ya rabbal alamin.

Dengan nama Allah yang Maha Pemurah, lagi Maha Mengasihani. Dengan menyebut nama Tuhan, aku bertawakkal kepadaNya. Tiada daya dan kekuatan selainNya. Ya Allah, tiada yang mudah melainkan Engkau jadikannya mudah dan tiada kedukaan melainkan Engkau akan hilangkan. Makbulkanlah doa kami.

Good luck and all the best! =D

Berita Gembira

Hensem, macho, kachak, bergaya,
Nampak kechik, besar hatinya,
Di pagi Jumaat barakah yang mulia,
Alhamdulillah, terima berita gembira.

Moga kalian juga diberkati hendaknya. InsyaAllah. =)

A Letter To F

Salam wbt,

Dear F,

After six months of waiting, finally I've decided to contact you.
I'm so sorry for not having courage to reach you.
Awak, saya mintak maaf!

-Izzah Iqiz Aziz-

Mr. Right

Heart,
Keep on beating.
Pumping blood.
But Heart,
Makes you confusing.
Which one is gonna be, Mr. Right?

The Chambers: Nombor Empat

Hari ini aku mula berjudikan nasib. Semuanya kerna aku tak mahu mengambil jalan mudah. "Tak apa kita cuba," katanya. "Rugi kalau tak cuba. Sayang, kalau dia tahu mesti dia cakap kau tak layan dia." Jadi, ya. Aku cuba bermula dengan orang di sekeliling kamu dulu. Life is about taking risk, after all.

Satu - followed on Twitter

Dua - friend on Facebook

Tiga - what'sapp number

Moga ketiga ini menjadi laluan aku ke arah kamu, nombor empat.

To Reach You

To reach you, my dear one.
I've to chose the long way.
We, both know it won't be that easy.
Six months and still waiting.
And I still have no answer, nothing.
Sorry for created this mess.
Really, I didn't meant to.
For whatever it takes.
I'm just trying, to reach you.

Cerita Pendek: Saya Terima Awak Seadanya

For those who may concern,

Korang yang hantar pm kat ai lepas tu ai tak layan tu kan sampai kena unfriend tu. Ha, nilah sebabnya. Dah kita tak layan dia, dia nak unfriend kita. Silakanlah. Ai sikit pun tak kisah.

One more reason, gua bukanlah macam yang korang sangka. Seriously, gua kasar bukan ayu jelita. Mentang-mentanglah gua selalu rebut sign board SINGLE tiap kali pi wedding. Seriously, don't be fooled with what you see or heard of. 

Orang boleh kata "saya terima awak seadanya". Hang pernah nampak gua flip rambut? Hang tau dak gua ada tujuh stud kat telinga ni?

Ok. Sekarang hangpa dah tau.

Hati Bunga

Kadang-kadang dalam hidup ni kita loser,
Nampak macam selamba, gagah perkasa,
Tapi sayang hati penuh bunga berwarna,
Sekarang pilih, kau masih nak teruskan jua?

Good luck wahai saudari kachak bergaya!

Cerita Pendek: Semester 3

Gua pergi kelas borak-borak, distribute name card macam jual product, tak sangka first time dapat return balik.

Asyraf, kerja kat Akademi Sains Malaysia ada degree political science. Terkejut ai. Apa hang buat dalam kelas STS ni? Kerja kat MATRADE pulak tu! Nanti free boleh lunch sama! 

Syafiq, dia nampak gua baca buku Sengih Kerang kat bus stop terus dia borak-borak pasal kerang dan hidupan marine then gua baru tahu dia budak UNISEL rupanya (gua lambat datang masa semua orang introduce diri). Sempat jugaklah mengutuk lecturer dan dekan. Sebelum turun KL Sentral tadi gua terus tanya ada diving license? Dia cakap ada! Nice~ 

Dinesh, group leader? I wish you good luck with your class! Welcome to UM bro! 

Seems like semester 3 is much fun. But ready for thesis? Not yet!

Cerita Pendek: Potong Rambut

Enam orang kat office hari ni takde sorang pun perasan gua potong rambut. Magik! Yang ada pun kakak cleaner je tanya,

"adik potong rambut ke dik?"

Sentap gua! Gua nak pergi sekolah dah ni. Nak jumpa kawan-kawan. Okbai.

We

We.
Two person.
Two heart.
One love.

If only you choose me.

The Chambers: Awak

Habis bersepah Instagram kawan-kawan awak saya punggah. Sampai ke Twitter, Facebook pun saya redah. Sudahlah awak ni jarang update. Macam mana saya nak tau awak pergi mana? Suka apa? Dengan siapa? Nampak tak saya dah hampir gila? Dah takde cara lain tau tak? Nak tak nak kena buat jugak. And thank God kawan-kawan tu macam faham je saya tengah cari awak. Habis setiap aktiviti awak diorang dedahkan. Awak tu lah siapa suruh berat sangat mulut nak tanya? Mintak nombor pun bukan main lama. Dah dapat satu text pun tak pernah hantar. Pulak tu phone pun boleh hilang. Adohai. Dah macam dalam drama!

Saya cuba nak kontrol saya masih okay walaupun dah berbulan awak langsung tak cuba cari saya. Mungkin ada tapi saya je tak tahu. Yalah, awak ni banyak rahsia. Pendiam pulak tu! Tapi sejak awak like gambar Instagram kawan saya tu saya dah tak boleh duduk diam. Awak ingat tak lagi saya ni siapa? Ke awak dah lupa. Maklumlah awak banyak peminat. Saya ni so-so je. Tapi saya tahu saya kena cari awak. Ada benda saya perlu clarify sebab awak salah seorang dari The Chambers. Tapi awaklah orang yang langsung saya tak kenal, personally. Macam mana saya nak judge kalau saya tak kenal awak?

Life is about taking risk. Ingat tak? Semua pesan, tolong ingatkan awak. Beranilah sikit. Awak ni kan lelaki. Saya tahu macam mana nak sampai kat awak tapi saya tak nak guna short cut. Mak kawan saya cakap, hidup tak boleh guna jalan singkat, nanti tak selamat. Saya nak awak sedar yang awak ni agak special sebenarnya. Awak yang cakap awak suka kat saya tapi lepas tu awak hilang macam tu je. Awak ingat hati saya tak pecah? Tolonglah. Kali ni je. Kalau kita jumpa sekali lagi. Saya akan confront dengan awak confess terus! Saya nekad ni. Kalau awak reject saya pun at least saya boleh tahu kenapa dan lepas tu saya dah takkan cuba cari awak lagi dah. Dengan kawan-kawan awak pun sama. 

Saya serious ni! 

The Chambers: Best friend

So which one will you choose? 

One mysterious guy? 

One happy-go-lucky guy? 

Or one with philosophy and poem expert? 

And they all are best friend and engineers.

*****

Dear you,

The Chambers #4,

Know why I like you? 

Because you are so different from your friends.
We are separated since past six months. 

And I don't know what will happen next.
Maybe the feelings won't be the same.

But I just hoping that you will come to the wedding.

Although you might don't feel like want to talk to me.

Let's get loose, don't feel shy and just say hi.

I'm waiting. Two more months!

Life

Life, as it is.
As what it can be.

Through thunder and storm.
Through sunshine and rain.

Be calm, keep on praying.
There's a rainbow after all these pain.

Road To Ramlee

This final episode make me sad, especially the poem, it gives me goosebumps. This reminds me of my past, when the first time I'm picking up an instrument after I'm done with school, always with my school uniform waiting for my mom finished her work at ASWARA where I enjoyed all the recital, rehearsal and performance by the students, and I'm no longer an alto choir member or high school nasyid singer. 

But I've grown up.


*****

Watch all the four episodes in Youtube!

Teaser: Road To Ramlee
Episode 1: Reza's Fate
Episode 2: Audition Antics
Episode 3: Sweet Sweet Sour
Episode 4: Between Two Singers
Video clip: Enter 4328 to unlock the video clip!

Konfrontasi

Biarkan aku bicara sekali,
Kau perlu dengar kali ini,
Tolonglah, tolong jangan lari,
Kita jumpa dua bulan lagi.

Cleft

Head to toe,
Hates everywhere.
Please, just go,
And be aware.

Friends all gone,
Few still left,
What have you done?
Will remains cleft.

The Chambers: Lari, Kembali dan Pergi

Hatiku ada sedikit berbungakan pelangi bila mana gambar kami diberi sekeping hati. Terus rakan di sebelah menunjukkan instagramnya yang tak pernah langsung aku ketahui.

"Dia like gambar kitalah,"

"Siapa?"

"Siapa lagi?"

Sebaik saja melihat nama yang terpamer di skrin. Aku cuma diam dan senyum dalam hati. Apa kau boleh cam wajahku berlitup begini? Atau kau langsung tak perasan akan sisiku yang satu lagi.

Enam bulan sudah aku cuba lari. Tapi tak jauh mana, kau tetap kembali. Kemudian kau pergi. Seperti mana yang kau biasa lakukan sehari-hari, selama ini.

Puisi Psikologi

Dari sehari ke sehari,
Kita bermain psikologi,
Tahan tak tahan saja emosi,
Untuk kita kekal berdiri.

Mungkin ya kalian tak sudi,
Berkawan apatah lagi,
Berborak pun tak mahu berkongsi,
Yelah, lagi-lagi cerita basi.

Banyak perkara disimpan rapi,
Sampailah kini seorang diri,
Tak mustahil akan seorang lagi,
Bila kalian semua berhenti.

Bukanlah aku tak mahu pergi,
Purnama kedua belas tak lama lagi,
Kalau situasi teruk begini,
Aku sedia nak angkat kaki.

Cerita Pendek: Gua Okay!

Gua okay! Hari tu gua tak sengaja nangis depan orang ramai. Malulah gua buat perangai budak-budak. Gua kan kachak! Mana boleh gua nangis rata-rata. Hari tu memang gua tak sengaja. Biasalah tengah kena syndrome full moon. Kena pulak salah timing. Gua teremosi kejap. Uncle tertouch soft spot gua. Siot! Hahaha! Gua okay! Selalu gua buat muka ketat, hati kering je tapi hari tu je gua terbabas. Hahaha! Gua okay! Gua okay! Trimas lah kat korang yang jumpa gua, jadi shoulder to cry on kata omputeh. Gua dapat jumpa semua ex-member kat playground gua. Tak sangka gila! Hahaha! Walaupun takde orang nak kawan dengan gua lepas tu, gua masih okay! Walaupun gua dapat news Isnin pagi yang akak receptionist dah selamat bersalin hari Ahad pukul 8 lebih malam, tu pun by operation dan yang jugak bermaksud gua kena cover front desk lagi. Percayalah, gua okay! 

Playground

Nobody wants to be my friends in the playground,

Nobody wants to talk to me,

Nobody wants to do work with me,

What a pathethic life, they thought I'm living in,

I still have friends, outside of this circle, 

Far from playground.

Sebelum Aku Bernikah

Last Friday, I stayed in my friend's house in Cheras after she fetch me at KTM Serdang. The next day, we, four of us went to Seminar Sebelum Aku Bernikah: Berusaha Mencapai Mampu organized by Langit Ilahi and the event was held at Centre of Art Culture (CAC), International Islamic University of Malaysia (IIUM) or also known as Universiti Islam Antarabangsa (UIA).

I'll update this entry later. Until then, TBC. =)

Shoulder To Cry On

Past few days was rough day,

People hates you for their own mistakes,

But after few days later and on,

You will realized that you still have shoulder to cry on.

Some people might hate you, but there's always some left to love you.

Thank you for those who standing on my side.

Gotcha!

My playground sucks today. I was accused for being an unfriendly person. I don't give a damn bout it because if I do my work, I won't go after others. But it was hurt enough to tell others, those who are still new that they are fucked up. All these while I just shut my mouth but today I burst out. I cried infront of six people. Totally not feeling kachak today. I'm not happy with what I did although there's a conspiracy among the staff to against me. They are those people who didn't know our history when I just witnessed one by one have to leave through out a year until I'm the only one left, the last one standing. And the fact that I'm just a full time student who happen to have some extra hours to spend during my day, working for them has reached my limit. 

So others are planning to leave. Working alone is much better and happier compared with working with others but yet they just know how to give instructions, not even walk the talk. So I guess I'm ready to work alone, again.

Brace yourself for Black Friday. Good night!

Pelangi

Masuk telinga kanan,
Keluar telinga kiri,
Apa nak dihairankan,
Bila tin dah berbunyi.

Muka masam mencuka,
Datang tanpa bertanya,
Ada apa khabar berita?
Cuma gadis hati terluka.

Seperti sikap yang biasa,
Dia diam tanpa bicara,
Memang begitulah orangnya,
Sampai dituduh seperti kera.

Taman bermain kini  berduka,
Semua mula menjauhi dia,
Datang sini nak buat apa?
Duduk diam buat kerja.

Biarlah orang dah tak suka,
Jangan kita yang cari bala,
Kuatkan hati tabahkan jiwa,
Moga pelangi akan selalu ada.

Love Birds

"If you love someone, set them free like a bird.

If he come back, he's yours."

*****

So I set him free like a bird.

But he come back with another bird.

What a lovely love birds!

Kotak Sembunyi

Pulangnya dari ganggang,
Air mata yang jatuh diseka,
Mahu lari sehelai sepinggang,
Dari terus hidup terseksa.

Sakit hatinya rapuh,
Teratak kecilnya retak,
Lunyai jiwa yang lumpuh,
Dalam ruang hitam kotak.

Ayuh! Larilah laju lagi,
Mungkin ini yang terakhir kali,
Usah difikir siapa mencari,
Kini diam dalam sembunyi.

Lost

A soul wrapped in the body,

It seems so cold and tiny,

Try to get out from territory,

To find a new infinite authority.

Cerita Pendek: Middle Finger

Selalunya bila aku berpakaian separa formal tapi kachak dan bukan berkotak-kotak seperti hari Jumaat, it might be happen when I'm going to meet Josh at Solaris.

Suatu petang yang indah berharikan Selasa setelah tamat waktu bekerja dan masih lagi menikmati cuti semester.

***********

"Ever heard Drops of Jupiter by Train?"

"Yeah but I'm not sure which song is that."

"Let me open the Youtube."

*Josh was searching Drops of Jupiter. And clicked play.*

"Oh."

"You know this song?"

"Yeah heard before. Hahaha!"

"Ok so here's the chords."

"A7? How to do A7?"

"Show me your A."

*I'm doing my A chord*

"That's A. Now take off your middle finger."

"Middle finger?"

"Yeah show me your middle finger! I wanna see your middle finger!"

"This?"

"So that's your A7."

"Hahahaha! Oh damn! I forgot!"

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Fender Mustang Guitar Amplifier

Ok, so honestly I didn't practice guitar for three weeks and I'm going to meet Joshua tomorrow. So I wanted to practice my SX electric guitar with the Fender Mustang guitar amp borrowed from a friend but I was having electric shock for few times. Not even managed to tune! After changing cable for few times and try to use my small SX guitar amp but I'm still getting the shock hell yeah I'm so scared. Suddenly I remembered about my Evo semi-acoustic guitar so I tried to plug it. Unfortunately, same thing happen. So I was thinking to just use one cable plug in directly to the amp without using my Zoom G1XN multi-effect. Luckily it turned out, not so well but okay. I haven't use the guitar almost like a year since I bought it during vacation at Malacca last year and this is the only instrument that I put in the bag and not collecting dust like the rest since I just play it less than five times. LOL! So here's a quick video of me testing out the Fender Mustang! Please bear in mind that I'm not a guitar player. Anyway, thank you Fender for favorited my tweet. You guys rocks my day!

Youtube: Testing Out Fender Mustang With Semi-acoustic Guitar

Happy Birthday Elder Sister

Eleven months, eleven days apart,

You are still the most annoying creature.

With deep dive, down in my heart,

Good luck and all the best for your future!

Hell yeah! You! Happy birthday elder sister!

Cerita Pendek: Hati Tisu

*flash back*

Rambut dah taiko,
Muka dah ganas,
Perangai pun kasar,
Tapi sayang hati tak cukup kering!

- Et, 2013

Cerita Pendek: Company Korang Buat Apa?

Kelihatan dua orang perempuan sedang mencari tempat duduk di sebuah food court.

"Tengok tu. Panggillah datang sini," seorang Izzah berkata kepada seorang perempuan di sebelahnya sambil mengunyah makanan.

"Duduklah sini, ada tempat kosong!" laung rakan sekerja seorang Izzah dengan selamba.

"Terima kasih. Susah betul nak dapat tempat duduk kalau keluar lunch pukul 1 ni," keluh seorang dari mereka.

"Kerja kat mana?" tanya pula rakan seorang Izzah yang juga seorang Eksekutif Akaun.

"Kitorang kerja kat D5, company buat property. Dua level company kitorang punya," jawabnya.

"Dah lama kerja?" tanya lagi Si Eksekutif Akaun.

"Takdelah lama sangat. Baru dua tahun. Awak?" soalan diajukan kembali.

"Saya baru sebulan lebih," balas Si Eksekutif Akaun.

"Company korang buat apa?" tanya seorang lagi kepada kami.

"Oh, company kitorang buat electrical, kat D1," jawab Eksekutif Akaun tersebut dengan level of confidence yang tinggi.

Kelihatan seorang Izzah yang diam dari tadi hampir tersedak tercekik nasi apabila mendengarkan jawapan tersebut. Rasa macam downgraded gila!

Ki's Wedding Schedule

So here's our schedule.

*TBC

Cerita Pendek: Tukang Match

Maka gua telah diwakilkan oleh adik gua untuk mematchingkan pakaian family gua sempena hari kejadian esok.

Setelah tawaf dua kali dari tingkat 3 hingga 7 gua pun berjayalah membawa pulang 15 item dengan kos kerugian kurang dari RM200. Pergh! Dah macam main game reality show! Patah kaki gua hari ni.

Siapa yang dah ada pakaian mengikut tema gua pun kenalah gantikan dengan benda lain. Yang penting esok kasut gua paling rock! 

Resesif

"Resesif, atau dalam bahasa Inggeris disebut recessive," katanya perlahan.

Dia terus membelek buku Biologi Tingkatan 5 keluaran Pelangi, sebuah syarikat penerbitan buku-buku sekolah yang terkenal di tanah air.

"Gen resesif ialah gen yang hanya dapat mempamerkan ciri yang dikawalnya apabila gen berkenaan tidak berpasangan dengan gen dominan, tetapi berpasangan dengan satu lagi gen resesif," sambungnya lagi.

Dia kelihatan agak tekun kali ini apabila menyelak bahagian yang terpampang gambaran eksperiman Gregor Mendel, seorang paderi yang terkenal dengan Hukum Mendel dalam subjek Genetik.

*****

Bersambung...

Dominan

Kerna kau tidak mahu dianggap lemah,
lalu kau memilih untuk menjadi tabah.
Maka dominanlah dikau dalam kalangan mereka.
Duduk sama rendah berdiri sama gagah,
Moga hari-harimu akan selalu indah.

Itu dulu.

Kini semuanya berubah.

Spirit

Two close friends, one jealous monster.
And that's how I lost everything.
My spirit was damn lacking since then, 2013.

Bless

getting older, 

drinking coffee, 

and having less friends.

Vision

This year it may seems like a tough start but still life must goes on. Experienced up and down but I know Sun will rise up and shine, as always.

I've very clear vision with what I'm going to do next. So bear with me. And pray.

Cerita Pendek: Siapa Ada?

The same feeling when you send whatsapp message to your friends.

Typing...
Typing...
Typing...

Seen

Dah mati kot? =/

The 150 Essential Chords

Hey peeps!

If you are a musician, want to improve your guitar playing skills or just new to this musical world, here is the book that you need to have. Trust me, it is FREE! Credit goes to Guitar Habits. Do check out their website for more awesome tips and cool stuff!

Download: The 150 Essential Chords here! 

Keep calm and happy strumming! =)

Define Chickenization

Define Chickenization?

Answer: Coward, who act like a chicken and have no ball.

Situation: A person who already make mistakes but have no guts to say sorry and don't even bother to explain why does it happen. Thus, gather his comrades to against the person to create a conspiracy to takes credit on other jobs and Colin what belongs to the victims then act like nothing was happen. Trying to humiliates his victims for few times still doesn't make they are superior to another but just to show to the world that they are the totally losers. 

Birthday Wishes

TBC

Birthday Date

I went out with friends and family for four days straight! colonthree emoticon

For those who remember, thank you very much for all the wishes! Thank you for the gift, lunch and dinner treats. And surprise mini birthday party planned by my playground was really surprising. wink emoticon

I'm so thankful for the bless. This year is the best! Photos will be upload soon! smile emoticon

p/s: Age is just a number but I am always younger! =P