Sepuluh Tahun

Seorang manusia yang aku kenal lebih dari separuh umurku sendiri.

Seorang ke utara.
Seorang ke selatan.
Berjumpa di pertengahan.

"Boleh janji dengan saya?"

"Janji apa?"

"Janji kita tetap jadi kawan?"

"Saya janji kita kawan sampai mati."

Maka putuslah hubungan antara dua rakan.

Selamat hari putus kita yang kesepuluh tahun, kawan!

31 Mei 2005.

The Chambers: The Moment of Truth

The moment of truth. 

One will be entering office and get shock with what he receive.

Oh gosh! I'm feeling nervous.

Please, please, please don't get dump!

Life is about taking risks!

The Chambers: Friendship Level

The Chambers, friendship level update:

#1 A year

#2 Two years

#3 Fourteen years

#4 Six months

All are passed, up to this level. I've decided since past few weeks, make a clear cut, and now feeling nervous for not knowing one's reaction tomorrow. May Allah ease my intention.

Tidurlah kalian dengan tenang sehingga kita tahu keputusannya, esok hari.

The Chambers: Empat Kubah

Kalau perlu bicara tentang keputusannya,
hati yang berempat kubah ini masih buntu,
tidak diketahui siapa yang paling dimahunya,
sampai cukup masa kita bicara tentang cinta,
soalan masih berteka-teki tiada jawapan,
hati masih dihitung, ditimbal akal fikiran.

#Eleventh

Less than a year now,
Better take some risks,
Or else you never know,
Moving on, so brisk!

Cerita Pendek: Tidur Selepas Subuh

Gua ada klik satu link ni: Tazkirah Jumaat dari Pemborong Branded Kids di Facebook.

Lepas baca, gua pun buat rumusan sendiri.

Tidur selepas Subuh, penyakit:

1. Budak asrama - qada' tidur, penat belajar

2. Budak band - qada' tidur, baru habis jamming dan lepak mamak

3. Budak universiti - qada' tidur, kalau tak sebab assignment mesti FYP

4. Orang bekerja - qada' tidur, malam ada kelas jadi tertidur time kerja!

Macam cakap dengan diri sendiri. Pergh!

Cerita Pendek: Terpesong

Gua ingat gua dah lambat. Masuk kelas 10.30, bolehlah buat selamba macam biasa. Biar lambat asal masuk mesti bergaya. Rupanya kelas start pukul 11. Tak pernah gua datang awal melainkan lambat belaka. Kahkah!

Habis kelas gua pi lepak food court Perdanasiswa dengan partner gua semester lepas, Aini Aziz, baru hari ni gua nampak dia kat kelas tapi dia datang tadi lagi lambat. Hahaha! Tapi section close katanya. Maka, memandangkan kedai kebab je yang bukak kita makan jelah beef shawarma ni. Aini Aziz cakap nak pi library, Izzah Aziz cakap nak pi Midvalley. Maka, berpisahlah keduanya.

Sebab gua dok layan member gua wassap pasal adalah someone tu kahwin. Lepas tu dia hantar pulak gambar kahwin di mana gua boleh nampak kewujudan seorang makhluk Tuhan berpakaian baju Melayu biru cair, segak seperti warna langsir masjid. Gua tak perasan gua dah ternaik LRT Universiti, bukan bas RapidKL nak ke Midvalley. Terpesong terus perjalanan gua hari ni. Makanya, gua pun turun di stesen LRT Pasar Seni berlagak macam tourist jejalan kat KL. Gua sebenarnya nak pi usha Dataran Underground tapi gua tak tau kat mana lokasinya. Gua dok pusing-pusing tak nampak apa. Lepas tu gua rasa nak jalan-jalan kat Masjid Jamek pulak.

Gua tiba-tiba teringat nak kena transfer duit dari akaun Maybank ke akaun CIMB sebab gua nak bayar yuran study. Semua ATM machine penuh beb. Gua lalu Sogo, adalah ramai jugak orang so gua pun ingat Maju Junction mungkin kurang sikit kot. Tapi bila gua sampai je, satu ATM pun takde! Magik! Gua pun teruskan berjalan sampai satu kedai buku ni gua dok belek-belek buku lastnya gua beli Roswell High, 5 in 1 punya series. Gila remaja gua masa series ni keluar TV dulu! Gua dah penat sebenarnya so nak tak nak gua patah balik Sogo, beratur dengan penuh hemah lepas tu pergi transfer je duit ke CDM CIMB di bangunan sebelah.

Phew~ Jauh jugak gua menapak hari ni.

Cerita Pendek: Toko Buku

Maka, ditakdirkan. Ketika mahu pulang, hujan pun turun.

Macam biasa, bila dah tersangkut tak boleh balik, akan berlegarlah seorang Izzah bersama backpacknya. Oh, orang kachak tak pakai payung!

Sama ada kau boleh lihat aku membuang masa di toko buku dalam keadaan bertisu mengesat peluh mata, atau kau akan lihat aku mengerut dahi dek tak faham apa yang aku baca.

#PrayForAdyll

Semenjak Uncle bagi no kia kiped kecik ni, rajin beliau wassap saya.

Saya kini bertindak sebagai personal translator dan tempat bertanya.

Hari ni beliau ada temuduga katanya. Maka, marilah kita semua doakan beliau berjaya. Semoga dipermudahkan semua urusannya.

Ukhti Adyll,
Bismillahirrahmanirrahim. Bismillahi tawakkaltu 'alallah la hawla wala quwwata illa billah. Allahumma laa sahla illaa maa jaaltahu sahlan wa anta taj'alal huzna i zaa syi'ta sahla. Amin ya rabbal alamin.

Dengan nama Allah yang Maha Pemurah, lagi Maha Mengasihani. Dengan menyebut nama Tuhan, aku bertawakkal kepadaNya. Tiada daya dan kekuatan selainNya. Ya Allah, tiada yang mudah melainkan Engkau jadikannya mudah dan tiada kedukaan melainkan Engkau akan hilangkan. Makbulkanlah doa kami.

Good luck and all the best! =D

Berita Gembira

Hensem, macho, kachak, bergaya,
Nampak kechik, besar hatinya,
Di pagi Jumaat barakah yang mulia,
Alhamdulillah, terima berita gembira.

Moga kalian juga diberkati hendaknya. InsyaAllah. =)

A Letter To F

Salam wbt,

Dear F,

After six months of waiting, finally I've decided to contact you.
I'm so sorry for not having courage to reach you.
Awak, saya mintak maaf!

-Izzah Iqiz Aziz-

Mr. Right

Heart,
Keep on beating.
Pumping blood.
But Heart,
Makes you confusing.
Which one is gonna be, Mr. Right?

The Chambers: Nombor Empat

Hari ini aku mula berjudikan nasib. Semuanya kerna aku tak mahu mengambil jalan mudah. "Tak apa kita cuba," katanya. "Rugi kalau tak cuba. Sayang, kalau dia tahu mesti dia cakap kau tak layan dia." Jadi, ya. Aku cuba bermula dengan orang di sekeliling kamu dulu. Life is about taking risk, after all.

Satu - followed on Twitter

Dua - friend on Facebook

Tiga - what'sapp number

Moga ketiga ini menjadi laluan aku ke arah kamu, nombor empat.

To Reach You

To reach you, my dear one.
I've to chose the long way.
We, both know it won't be that easy.
Six months and still waiting.
And I still have no answer, nothing.
Sorry for created this mess.
Really, I didn't meant to.
For whatever it takes.
I'm just trying, to reach you.

Cerita Pendek: Saya Terima Awak Seadanya

For those who may concern,

Korang yang hantar pm kat ai lepas tu ai tak layan tu kan sampai kena unfriend tu. Ha, nilah sebabnya. Dah kita tak layan dia, dia nak unfriend kita. Silakanlah. Ai sikit pun tak kisah.

One more reason, gua bukanlah macam yang korang sangka. Seriously, gua kasar bukan ayu jelita. Mentang-mentanglah gua selalu rebut sign board SINGLE tiap kali pi wedding. Seriously, don't be fooled with what you see or heard of. 

Orang boleh kata "saya terima awak seadanya". Hang pernah nampak gua flip rambut? Hang tau dak gua ada tujuh stud kat telinga ni?

Ok. Sekarang hangpa dah tau.

Hati Bunga

Kadang-kadang dalam hidup ni kita loser,
Nampak macam selamba, gagah perkasa,
Tapi sayang hati penuh bunga berwarna,
Sekarang pilih, kau masih nak teruskan jua?

Good luck wahai saudari kachak bergaya!

Cerita Pendek: Semester 3

Gua pergi kelas borak-borak, distribute name card macam jual product, tak sangka first time dapat return balik.

Asyraf, kerja kat Akademi Sains Malaysia ada degree political science. Terkejut ai. Apa hang buat dalam kelas STS ni? Kerja kat MATRADE pulak tu! Nanti free boleh lunch sama! 

Syafiq, dia nampak gua baca buku Sengih Kerang kat bus stop terus dia borak-borak pasal kerang dan hidupan marine then gua baru tahu dia budak UNISEL rupanya (gua lambat datang masa semua orang introduce diri). Sempat jugaklah mengutuk lecturer dan dekan. Sebelum turun KL Sentral tadi gua terus tanya ada diving license? Dia cakap ada! Nice~ 

Dinesh, group leader? I wish you good luck with your class! Welcome to UM bro! 

Seems like semester 3 is much fun. But ready for thesis? Not yet!

Cerita Pendek: Potong Rambut

Enam orang kat office hari ni takde sorang pun perasan gua potong rambut. Magik! Yang ada pun kakak cleaner je tanya,

"adik potong rambut ke dik?"

Sentap gua! Gua nak pergi sekolah dah ni. Nak jumpa kawan-kawan. Okbai.

We

We.
Two person.
Two heart.
One love.

If only you choose me.

The Chambers: Awak

Habis bersepah Instagram kawan-kawan awak saya punggah. Sampai ke Twitter, Facebook pun saya redah. Sudahlah awak ni jarang update. Macam mana saya nak tau awak pergi mana? Suka apa? Dengan siapa? Nampak tak saya dah hampir gila? Dah takde cara lain tau tak? Nak tak nak kena buat jugak. And thank God kawan-kawan tu macam faham je saya tengah cari awak. Habis setiap aktiviti awak diorang dedahkan. Awak tu lah siapa suruh berat sangat mulut nak tanya? Mintak nombor pun bukan main lama. Dah dapat satu text pun tak pernah hantar. Pulak tu phone pun boleh hilang. Adohai. Dah macam dalam drama!

Saya cuba nak kontrol saya masih okay walaupun dah berbulan awak langsung tak cuba cari saya. Mungkin ada tapi saya je tak tahu. Yalah, awak ni banyak rahsia. Pendiam pulak tu! Tapi sejak awak like gambar Instagram kawan saya tu saya dah tak boleh duduk diam. Awak ingat tak lagi saya ni siapa? Ke awak dah lupa. Maklumlah awak banyak peminat. Saya ni so-so je. Tapi saya tahu saya kena cari awak. Ada benda saya perlu clarify sebab awak salah seorang dari The Chambers. Tapi awaklah orang yang langsung saya tak kenal, personally. Macam mana saya nak judge kalau saya tak kenal awak?

Life is about taking risk. Ingat tak? Semua pesan, tolong ingatkan awak. Beranilah sikit. Awak ni kan lelaki. Saya tahu macam mana nak sampai kat awak tapi saya tak nak guna short cut. Mak kawan saya cakap, hidup tak boleh guna jalan singkat, nanti tak selamat. Saya nak awak sedar yang awak ni agak special sebenarnya. Awak yang cakap awak suka kat saya tapi lepas tu awak hilang macam tu je. Awak ingat hati saya tak pecah? Tolonglah. Kali ni je. Kalau kita jumpa sekali lagi. Saya akan confront dengan awak confess terus! Saya nekad ni. Kalau awak reject saya pun at least saya boleh tahu kenapa dan lepas tu saya dah takkan cuba cari awak lagi dah. Dengan kawan-kawan awak pun sama. 

Saya serious ni! 

The Chambers: Best friend

So which one will you choose? 

One mysterious guy? 

One happy-go-lucky guy? 

Or one with philosophy and poem expert? 

And they all are best friend and engineers.

*****

Dear you,

The Chambers #4,

Know why I like you? 

Because you are so different from your friends.
We are separated since past six months. 

And I don't know what will happen next.
Maybe the feelings won't be the same.

But I just hoping that you will come to the wedding.

Although you might don't feel like want to talk to me.

Let's get loose, don't feel shy and just say hi.

I'm waiting. Two more months!

Life

Life, as it is.
As what it can be.

Through thunder and storm.
Through sunshine and rain.

Be calm, keep on praying.
There's a rainbow after all these pain.

Road To Ramlee

This final episode make me sad, especially the poem, it gives me goosebumps. This reminds me of my past, when the first time I'm picking up an instrument after I'm done with school, always with my school uniform waiting for my mom finished her work at ASWARA where I enjoyed all the recital, rehearsal and performance by the students, and I'm no longer an alto choir member or high school nasyid singer. 

But I've grown up.


*****

Watch all the four episodes in Youtube!

Teaser: Road To Ramlee
Episode 1: Reza's Fate
Episode 2: Audition Antics
Episode 3: Sweet Sweet Sour
Episode 4: Between Two Singers
Video clip: Enter 4328 to unlock the video clip!

Konfrontasi

Biarkan aku bicara sekali,
Kau perlu dengar kali ini,
Tolonglah, tolong jangan lari,
Kita jumpa dua bulan lagi.

Cleft

Head to toe,
Hates everywhere.
Please, just go,
And be aware.

Friends all gone,
Few still left,
What have you done?
Will remains cleft.

The Chambers: Lari, Kembali dan Pergi

Hatiku ada sedikit berbungakan pelangi bila mana gambar kami diberi sekeping hati. Terus rakan di sebelah menunjukkan instagramnya yang tak pernah langsung aku ketahui.

"Dia like gambar kitalah,"

"Siapa?"

"Siapa lagi?"

Sebaik saja melihat nama yang terpamer di skrin. Aku cuma diam dan senyum dalam hati. Apa kau boleh cam wajahku berlitup begini? Atau kau langsung tak perasan akan sisiku yang satu lagi.

Enam bulan sudah aku cuba lari. Tapi tak jauh mana, kau tetap kembali. Kemudian kau pergi. Seperti mana yang kau biasa lakukan sehari-hari, selama ini.

Puisi Psikologi

Dari sehari ke sehari,
Kita bermain psikologi,
Tahan tak tahan saja emosi,
Untuk kita kekal berdiri.

Mungkin ya kalian tak sudi,
Berkawan apatah lagi,
Berborak pun tak mahu berkongsi,
Yelah, lagi-lagi cerita basi.

Banyak perkara disimpan rapi,
Sampailah kini seorang diri,
Tak mustahil akan seorang lagi,
Bila kalian semua berhenti.

Bukanlah aku tak mahu pergi,
Purnama kedua belas tak lama lagi,
Kalau situasi teruk begini,
Aku sedia nak angkat kaki.

Cerita Pendek: Gua Okay!

Gua okay! Hari tu gua tak sengaja nangis depan orang ramai. Malulah gua buat perangai budak-budak. Gua kan kachak! Mana boleh gua nangis rata-rata. Hari tu memang gua tak sengaja. Biasalah tengah kena syndrome full moon. Kena pulak salah timing. Gua teremosi kejap. Uncle tertouch soft spot gua. Siot! Hahaha! Gua okay! Selalu gua buat muka ketat, hati kering je tapi hari tu je gua terbabas. Hahaha! Gua okay! Gua okay! Trimas lah kat korang yang jumpa gua, jadi shoulder to cry on kata omputeh. Gua dapat jumpa semua ex-member kat playground gua. Tak sangka gila! Hahaha! Walaupun takde orang nak kawan dengan gua lepas tu, gua masih okay! Walaupun gua dapat news Isnin pagi yang akak receptionist dah selamat bersalin hari Ahad pukul 8 lebih malam, tu pun by operation dan yang jugak bermaksud gua kena cover front desk lagi. Percayalah, gua okay! 

Playground

Nobody wants to be my friends in the playground,

Nobody wants to talk to me,

Nobody wants to do work with me,

What a pathethic life, they thought I'm living in,

I still have friends, outside of this circle, 

Far from playground.

Sebelum Aku Bernikah

Last Friday, I stayed in my friend's house in Cheras after she fetch me at KTM Serdang. The next day, we, four of us went to Seminar Sebelum Aku Bernikah: Berusaha Mencapai Mampu organized by Langit Ilahi and the event was held at Centre of Art Culture (CAC), International Islamic University of Malaysia (IIUM) or also known as Universiti Islam Antarabangsa (UIA).

I'll update this entry later. Until then, TBC. =)

Shoulder To Cry On

Past few days was rough day,

People hates you for their own mistakes,

But after few days later and on,

You will realized that you still have shoulder to cry on.

Some people might hate you, but there's always some left to love you.

Thank you for those who standing on my side.

Gotcha!

My playground sucks today. I was accused for being an unfriendly person. I don't give a damn bout it because if I do my work, I won't go after others. But it was hurt enough to tell others, those who are still new that they are fucked up. All these while I just shut my mouth but today I burst out. I cried infront of six people. Totally not feeling kachak today. I'm not happy with what I did although there's a conspiracy among the staff to against me. They are those people who didn't know our history when I just witnessed one by one have to leave through out a year until I'm the only one left, the last one standing. And the fact that I'm just a full time student who happen to have some extra hours to spend during my day, working for them has reached my limit. 

So others are planning to leave. Working alone is much better and happier compared with working with others but yet they just know how to give instructions, not even walk the talk. So I guess I'm ready to work alone, again.

Brace yourself for Black Friday. Good night!

Pelangi

Masuk telinga kanan,
Keluar telinga kiri,
Apa nak dihairankan,
Bila tin dah berbunyi.

Muka masam mencuka,
Datang tanpa bertanya,
Ada apa khabar berita?
Cuma gadis hati terluka.

Seperti sikap yang biasa,
Dia diam tanpa bicara,
Memang begitulah orangnya,
Sampai dituduh seperti kera.

Taman bermain kini  berduka,
Semua mula menjauhi dia,
Datang sini nak buat apa?
Duduk diam buat kerja.

Biarlah orang dah tak suka,
Jangan kita yang cari bala,
Kuatkan hati tabahkan jiwa,
Moga pelangi akan selalu ada.

Love Birds

"If you love someone, set them free like a bird.

If he come back, he's yours."

*****

So I set him free like a bird.

But he come back with another bird.

What a lovely love birds!

Kotak Sembunyi

Pulangnya dari ganggang,
Air mata yang jatuh diseka,
Mahu lari sehelai sepinggang,
Dari terus hidup terseksa.

Sakit hatinya rapuh,
Teratak kecilnya retak,
Lunyai jiwa yang lumpuh,
Dalam ruang hitam kotak.

Ayuh! Larilah laju lagi,
Mungkin ini yang terakhir kali,
Usah difikir siapa mencari,
Kini diam dalam sembunyi.

Lost

A soul wrapped in the body,

It seems so cold and tiny,

Try to get out from territory,

To find a new infinite authority.

Cerita Pendek: Middle Finger

Selalunya bila aku berpakaian separa formal tapi kachak dan bukan berkotak-kotak seperti hari Jumaat, it might be happen when I'm going to meet Josh at Solaris.

Suatu petang yang indah berharikan Selasa setelah tamat waktu bekerja dan masih lagi menikmati cuti semester.

***********

"Ever heard Drops of Jupiter by Train?"

"Yeah but I'm not sure which song is that."

"Let me open the Youtube."

*Josh was searching Drops of Jupiter. And clicked play.*

"Oh."

"You know this song?"

"Yeah heard before. Hahaha!"

"Ok so here's the chords."

"A7? How to do A7?"

"Show me your A."

*I'm doing my A chord*

"That's A. Now take off your middle finger."

"Middle finger?"

"Yeah show me your middle finger! I wanna see your middle finger!"

"This?"

"So that's your A7."

"Hahahaha! Oh damn! I forgot!"

***********

Fender Mustang Guitar Amplifier

Ok, so honestly I didn't practice guitar for three weeks and I'm going to meet Joshua tomorrow. So I wanted to practice my SX electric guitar with the Fender Mustang guitar amp borrowed from a friend but I was having electric shock for few times. Not even managed to tune! After changing cable for few times and try to use my small SX guitar amp but I'm still getting the shock hell yeah I'm so scared. Suddenly I remembered about my Evo semi-acoustic guitar so I tried to plug it. Unfortunately, same thing happen. So I was thinking to just use one cable plug in directly to the amp without using my Zoom G1XN multi-effect. Luckily it turned out, not so well but okay. I haven't use the guitar almost like a year since I bought it during vacation at Malacca last year and this is the only instrument that I put in the bag and not collecting dust like the rest since I just play it less than five times. LOL! So here's a quick video of me testing out the Fender Mustang! Please bear in mind that I'm not a guitar player. Anyway, thank you Fender for favorited my tweet. You guys rocks my day!

Youtube: Testing Out Fender Mustang With Semi-acoustic Guitar

Happy Birthday Elder Sister

Eleven months, eleven days apart,

You are still the most annoying creature.

With deep dive, down in my heart,

Good luck and all the best for your future!

Hell yeah! You! Happy birthday elder sister!

Cerita Pendek: Hati Tisu

*flash back*

Rambut dah taiko,
Muka dah ganas,
Perangai pun kasar,
Tapi sayang hati tak cukup kering!

- Et, 2013

Cerita Pendek: Company Korang Buat Apa?

Kelihatan dua orang perempuan sedang mencari tempat duduk di sebuah food court.

"Tengok tu. Panggillah datang sini," seorang Izzah berkata kepada seorang perempuan di sebelahnya sambil mengunyah makanan.

"Duduklah sini, ada tempat kosong!" laung rakan sekerja seorang Izzah dengan selamba.

"Terima kasih. Susah betul nak dapat tempat duduk kalau keluar lunch pukul 1 ni," keluh seorang dari mereka.

"Kerja kat mana?" tanya pula rakan seorang Izzah yang juga seorang Eksekutif Akaun.

"Kitorang kerja kat D5, company buat property. Dua level company kitorang punya," jawabnya.

"Dah lama kerja?" tanya lagi Si Eksekutif Akaun.

"Takdelah lama sangat. Baru dua tahun. Awak?" soalan diajukan kembali.

"Saya baru sebulan lebih," balas Si Eksekutif Akaun.

"Company korang buat apa?" tanya seorang lagi kepada kami.

"Oh, company kitorang buat electrical, kat D1," jawab Eksekutif Akaun tersebut dengan level of confidence yang tinggi.

Kelihatan seorang Izzah yang diam dari tadi hampir tersedak tercekik nasi apabila mendengarkan jawapan tersebut. Rasa macam downgraded gila!

Ki's Wedding Schedule

So here's our schedule.

*TBC

Cerita Pendek: Tukang Match

Maka gua telah diwakilkan oleh adik gua untuk mematchingkan pakaian family gua sempena hari kejadian esok.

Setelah tawaf dua kali dari tingkat 3 hingga 7 gua pun berjayalah membawa pulang 15 item dengan kos kerugian kurang dari RM200. Pergh! Dah macam main game reality show! Patah kaki gua hari ni.

Siapa yang dah ada pakaian mengikut tema gua pun kenalah gantikan dengan benda lain. Yang penting esok kasut gua paling rock! 

Resesif

"Resesif, atau dalam bahasa Inggeris disebut recessive," katanya perlahan.

Dia terus membelek buku Biologi Tingkatan 5 keluaran Pelangi, sebuah syarikat penerbitan buku-buku sekolah yang terkenal di tanah air.

"Gen resesif ialah gen yang hanya dapat mempamerkan ciri yang dikawalnya apabila gen berkenaan tidak berpasangan dengan gen dominan, tetapi berpasangan dengan satu lagi gen resesif," sambungnya lagi.

Dia kelihatan agak tekun kali ini apabila menyelak bahagian yang terpampang gambaran eksperiman Gregor Mendel, seorang paderi yang terkenal dengan Hukum Mendel dalam subjek Genetik.

*****

Bersambung...

Dominan

Kerna kau tidak mahu dianggap lemah,
lalu kau memilih untuk menjadi tabah.
Maka dominanlah dikau dalam kalangan mereka.
Duduk sama rendah berdiri sama gagah,
Moga hari-harimu akan selalu indah.

Itu dulu.

Kini semuanya berubah.

Spirit

Two close friends, one jealous monster.
And that's how I lost everything.
My spirit was damn lacking since then, 2013.

Bless

getting older, 

drinking coffee, 

and having less friends.

Vision

This year it may seems like a tough start but still life must goes on. Experienced up and down but I know Sun will rise up and shine, as always.

I've very clear vision with what I'm going to do next. So bear with me. And pray.

Cerita Pendek: Siapa Ada?

The same feeling when you send whatsapp message to your friends.

Typing...
Typing...
Typing...

Seen

Dah mati kot? =/

The 150 Essential Chords

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Keep calm and happy strumming! =)

Define Chickenization

Define Chickenization?

Answer: Coward, who act like a chicken and have no ball.

Situation: A person who already make mistakes but have no guts to say sorry and don't even bother to explain why does it happen. Thus, gather his comrades to against the person to create a conspiracy to takes credit on other jobs and Colin what belongs to the victims then act like nothing was happen. Trying to humiliates his victims for few times still doesn't make they are superior to another but just to show to the world that they are the totally losers. 

Birthday Wishes

TBC

Birthday Date

I went out with friends and family for four days straight! colonthree emoticon

For those who remember, thank you very much for all the wishes! Thank you for the gift, lunch and dinner treats. And surprise mini birthday party planned by my playground was really surprising. wink emoticon

I'm so thankful for the bless. This year is the best! Photos will be upload soon! smile emoticon

p/s: Age is just a number but I am always younger! =P

#Twelve

You are older enough to decide,
what's right and what's wrong.

Tick tock!

Selamat Hari Kejadian

Semoga cepat membesar dengan sihat, kuat dan dipermudahkan urusan.
Semoga kekal kachak dan gagah walaupun perawan.
Selamat hari kejadian yang entah keberapa belas wahai Pahlawan.
Semoga hatimu masih kekal menjadi milik mutlak Tuhan.

Selamat hari kejadian.

Puisi Malam Hari Jadi

Sememangnya aku tidak pernah berubah,

Mungkin angkanya saja sudah bertambah,

Namun tubuhku masih terperangkap dalam seorang Izzah,

Jadi untuk kali ini, aku harap kau boleh menjadi matang seiring dengan usiamu, Pahlawan gagah.

New Chapter: Music 2

Oh, yesterday I met this guy, I'm not so sure about his name. But he taught me how to play drum. Story will be update later.

TBC!

Cocoon

Sun, sun, the shine.
Moo, moo, the moon.
Get up, stop the whine.
Let's get out from here, cocoon!

Khabar

Ku pejam mata.

Cuba ingat segalanya.

Segalanya tentang dia.

Sudah bertahun tak jumpa.

Sudah lama tak bersua muka.

Entah apa pula khabar berita.

Sick

TBC

My Contact Details

Hey peeps. Kindly contact me accordingly.

Personal: iqizaziz88@gmail.com
Music: iqizmusic@gmail.com
Study: iqizaziz@um.edu.com
Work: izzah@simebest.com

Facebook: facebook.com/iqizaziz
Twitter: @iqizaziz
Google +: @iqizaziz
Youtube: QiszAziz/Iqiz Aziz

#XpresiUM

Urgent calling! Anyone knows anyone from UM who can play music? Please let me know ya? Thank you so much! =D

#PrayForMegat

Hey peeps!

Today entry is quite different. It's regarding my friend and also a bassist, who has been warded for having dengue fever past few days. I only have a chance to visit him at Pusat Perubatan Universiti Malaya (PPUM) when he is shifted from Darul Ehsan Medical Centre (DEMC) yesterday. So here are some pictures of us taken by his father during my visit. I stayed there for few hours, waiting for other friends to come. Anyway, get well soon bro!

#PrayForMegat

Cerita Pendek: Mana Lagi Sedap?

Kelihatan dua beranak sedang mencari sesuatu di rak makanan nombor enam.

Anak: "Mak! Mana lagi sedap? Chicken with tuna ke, mackerel ke, seafood?" tanya Si Anak bertalu-talu.

Mak: "Apa benda tu?" Soal Si Ibu, kurang pasti.

Anak: "Makanan kucing."

.....

Wings of The Angel

An angel falls from Heaven,
Being isolated by her own people,
With both of her wings being cut,
She was thrown away to the Earth.

Alone. And she die, alone.

Pasir di Angkasa

Bulan di angkasa, 

Sayu memandang Bumi. 

Ada apa di sana? 

Sekeping hati di pantai sunyi.

Apa pula ada di sana? 

Pasir putih dihempas ombak. 

Apa pula di atasnya? 

Sekeping hati yang koyak rabak.

***

P/s: The title doesn't reflect the poem, purposely. Submitted for @anekapuisi on Twitter with the themes "angkasa" and "pasir".

The Chambers: Chances

I was thinking about this recently. I should evaluate them individually and find out which one of them will be the man. Well, you know things might changes in the future. So I just share what I really feel about them right now. Really short one! Hahaha!

***

Talking about #TheChambers I personally like #2 because of the similarities between us. His responsibility as the only guy in his siblings shows that he is such a responsible guy towards his family.

But in terms of 6 criteria, I might go for #4 but he is one mysterious guy. I don't really know him because we met once at my friend's house and he try to be my friend but I don't know, maybe he kinda shy?

Oh well #1 is the most frequent guy I met last year compared to others from #TheChambers but he is lacking of 6 criteria especially #6. Although, he is fun, always claiming himself as introvert but actually he is not!

And for #3, last met was on 2011. knowing him for the half of my life but we spoke once last year just to wish him on his birthday. A lot of memories with this one. Do you think that I still have the chance? I think yes!

In A Week

In a week,
I'll turn one year older,
Age is just a number, as he reminds me.

Rider

Hari ni rider ai cuti so ai pun menapaklah ke playground seorang diri.
Lambat sikit je 'cause sangkut kat traffic light tadi.
Pin pon pin pon! Taulah dia berkereta, kita ni jalan kaki.
Tak lama pun, doploh menet je melenggang kangkung nak sampai sini.

p/s: Trust me, I'm not a designer. ;)

Cold

As she walks alone at the beach.
Smell of the ocean and its breeze.
Along the isle of clouds as the bridge.
Ha choo~ Ha choo~ She sneeze.

Beburung Biru

Siapa kamu di balik kawanan beburung biru?
Kamu, yang akan menjadi pembaca senyapku.
Sepertimana aku pernah lakukan perkara sama ke salah satu hatiku.
Senyap! Tanpa dia sedar akan kewujudanku.

Namun kini, kamu pelontar kata indah manis bak madu.
Yang masih lagi berselindung di balik kawanan beburung biru.
Mahukah kamu berjumpa aku dan terangkan satu persatu.
Tentang pengalaman indah dan lagu-lagu kegemaran kamu?

Mahu kau duduk di sisi, menemani aku?

Me

To be gloom before eyes,
To be bloom before rises.

To be Me.

#CertotFixi - Monarki by Izzah Iqiz Aziz

First trial. Since I lose. Why not you just read it? Hehehe.

P/s: Congratulation to all winners! =D

I Should

I should write something now...

New Chapter: Music

So to achieved one of my resolution, I met Joshua yesterday. He just same age with me. Very friendly multi instrumentalist, although it just our first meet. Well, I make him listen to Lucy Rose and Tonight Alive. And I showed him my videos. We talk about Paramore a lot and both of us have the complete albums of Paramore in our phone playlist! When he asked me which one of the song that I really want to play? I told him why not we try The Ocean by Tonight Alive since I have the tab but in term of speed, I can't cope with it. Surprisingly, he agreed. So he taught me four things to practice which I really don't want to expose now. So I'll meet him again in two weeks, let's see the outcome. Wish me luck!

#CertotFixi - Monarki

So I accept the challenge! It's damn hard because it is not like something that we are common to hear in daily life. Or maybe it just me.

Reschedule

With a month of semester break, I'll reschedule my routine back start from today and make it useful as optimum as I can.

It was a tough start for this year but I know what's next to come is even tougher. Once you fall, please do remember that you can always start all over again and keep the positive vibes coming.

Having great family, good friends, nice food, and few more valuable things/people are more than enough for me to ask for more. The most important thing is do not rely on other people to find your own happiness.

I don't have new year resolution as always but I do have a list of what I'm trying to achieve by this year, one by one and I'm getting there slowly.

I would like to say that if you have a bad day try to hangout with your friends or someone that you can talk to and make you forget about your problems. Life is too short to think why shit happen and please try to avoid unwanted feelings.

It just Monday peeps. Don't start your day with yesterday. Have a great day ahead and stay positive!

Photo taken at Positive Emporium, Publika

Cerita Pendek: Amp Kat Mana?

Pagi-pagi weekend macam ni memang tak best pun dengar orang membebel, mengganggu ruang privacy orang lain dari Subuh lagi. Buang barang orang suka hati, tak tanya pun nak pakai lagi ke tak. Setakat baju tu boleh tahan lagi tapi amp guitar sebijik tu ada kat mana? Dah cari lama ni tak jumpa pun! Takkan buang jugak kot? Bukan ada orang lain nak pakai. Adohai. Seriously, tak penat ke?

Cerita Pendek: Lori DBKL

Pagi Ahad yang haru hitam kelabu. Terkejut dengar orang jerit-jerit cakap DBKL datang tangkap kucing. Bingit telinga bila dia dok jerit Bear, Rendek, Yeyen ulang-ulang. Dia ketuk bilik Abil suruh cari kucing. Tiba-tiba nampak Bear datang dari belakang terus kena locked up masuk bilik Abil. Disebabkan Rendek masih tak jumpa dia pun datang bilik aku suruh keluar cari kucing dengan gaya penuh histeria. Aku yang mamai sebab tak cukup tidur pun terus cari jeans menapak pergi cari Rendek sampai ke hujung padang. Tak nampak langsung lori DBKL macam yang dia cakap! Aku ada nampak Tam, anak Kiko yang dah bawa diri ke rumah orang tapi kadang-kadang dia ada balik curi-curi makan. So aku pun patah balik ke rumah konon nak cari kat area lain. Bila ternampak mak cik nasi lemak yang masih lagi berniaga aku terus tanya mak cik, saya nak tanya, ada nampak orang DBKL tangkap kucing? Mak cik tu cakap dia berniaga dari 6.45 pagi tadi tak ada pun nampak DBKL. Mendengarkan jawapan mak cik tersebut, aku terus melangkah pulang ke rumah. Aku lihat dia dah boleh bertenang. Dia tanya ada nampak Rendek? Aku cakap tak ada. Mak cik jual nasi lemak tu cakap tak nampak DBKL datang pun. Dia kata dia lepaskan Yeyen pagi tadi lepas bagi Yeyen pakai ubat kutu. Si Kiko dengan Baby memang tak keluar langsung lepas dia bagi makan pagi tadi. Pergh! Kucing aku semua dah breakfast, aku pun belum makan apa lagi. Makan angin pagi je tadi. Sekarang aku tak tau nasib Rendek dan Yeyen sama ada betul kena tangkap dengan DBKL atau tengah hibernate kat mana-mana. Ni mesti dia dengar cakap Si Radha, aci jual newspaper sebelah rumah. Rendek masih pakai kolar tapi Yeyen punya entah hilang kat mana. Aku tau adik-adik bulu aku semua dah OKU so aku harap sangat diorang selamat. Kalau tak balik jugak sampai malam, mohon semua boleh bertenang dan redha. Ok, ai nak pi makan sat!

Rezeki Halal

Dari kejauhan aku melihat wajahnya yang pucat lesi,
Penat, letih dengan kehidupan dunianya barang kali,
Melakukan rutin hidup yang sama setiap hari,
Mencari rezeki halal untuk berkahwin nanti.

Cinta; Muka Surat Pertama

Buat para penggemar puisi, ini tulisan para laki-laki.
Dan ya bacaan ini percuma untuk masa kalian diisi.

Download Cinta; Muka Surat Pertama

Diam

Diamku bukan bermakna aku sombong,
Diamku bukan bermakna aku salah,
Tapi kerna bicara kalian mengjengkelkan.

Short Term Goals

Since I don't have new year resolution for 2015, I've decided to have some of short term goals.

There are:

1. To gained weight up to 48-50 kg
2. To be able to carry 10 kg oxygen tank
3. To learn new instrument
4. To do more cafe hunting
5. To keep foodie blog up to date
6. Etc, etc, etc...

How about you?

Unplanned

Whoa! So I'm gonna have a month break from study?

But hey, what's next?

Telefon

Setelah hampir sebelas purnama seorang Izzah masih berdegil untuk tidak menggunakan whatsapp, Pak Cik M akhirnya mengalah lalu beliau memberikan sebuah telefon milik syarikatnya kepada Izzah.

Saya tak perlukan telefon. Saya nak pager. Uncle ada? =P

Back To Basic

Well, seems like exam is over for this semester. I'm back to the old routine. I wish that I can give some space for music. I really hope that I can.

Final Exam: Day 3, Fifth Subject

Today, I'll sit for the third exam paper for this semester.

Subject - History and Philosophy of Science
Date - Tuesday (January 13, 2015)
Time - 8.15 pm

I'm so scared to death. Wish me luck! =)

Masa

Debaran masih terasa,
Kerna aku benar-benar kesuntukkan masa.

Dup. Dap. Dup. Dap.

Mengantuknya bukan main lagi,
Macamlah peperiksaan selesai diduduki.

Dup. Dap. Dup. Dap.

Kosong

Sejujurnya otak aku masih lagi kosong tanpa sebarang input. Aku harap aku boleh menulis dengan lancar seperti mana bila aku disuruh untuk membuat konklusi selama 5 minit tanpa ada sebarang rujukan tentang tajuk esei yang aku pilih; How are the Post-modernist perspectives on Science different from the Modernist? Critically discuss the strength and weakness of both positions. Hasilnya tidaklah sehebat mana bila aku langsung tak ingat satu apa yang aku baca sekilas lalu. Seminit dua aku diam di hadapan kelas sambil memegang mikrofon. Menggigil teruk aku dengan suara yang terketar-ketar tak tahu mahu mulakan di mana. Aku cuba bertenang, tarik nafas dalam-dalam, kemudian dengan perlahan aku mula bertutur semula sambil memejam mata. Bukan saja memberikan maksud kepada dua kategori perspektif ini dan contoh para ahli falsafah tetapi aku dengan terus menerus bercerita tentang liberalisme dan agama dengan ya, masih menutup mata. Kemudian bercakap seorang diri memandang lantai sambil menggerak-gerakkan tangan seakan-akan senaman tai chi. Entah kenapa pula bahagian ini yang aku ingat dengan jelas secara tiba-tiba. Boleh pulak bercakap melebihi 5 minit untuk bahagian konklusi. Padahal, liberalisme ini cuma sedikit sahaja dalam sesi pembentangan tajuk. Mungkin ada yang tertanya buku apa sebenarnya yang aku baca agaknya. Selain dari nota-nota dan buku-buku falsafah dari pensyarah aku yang bergelar professor, aku cuma berpandu kepada Kitab Hitam iaitu sebuah kalam. Aku masih lagi belum sempat mencari masa untuk mengkhatamkan buku tulisan Ahmed Deedat berkenaan isu Kristian-Islam yang masih cantik dengan balutan plastik di atas rak buku. Dengan membebel di laman blog ini, aku cuma mampu berharap ingatan aku tidak kosong dan aku mampu menulis esei untuk subjek yang paling susah semester ini keesokkan hari.

InsyaAllah. Doakan sama ya?

Idiots

Oh, so I see. You can never win when arguing with idiots. Although, when you're giving your facts right.

Same goes with the situation when a lawyer have to get all facts before entering the court. Or else the lawyer might lose the case, easily.

When you're giving some statements and others are giving their opinions, why not just accept it open minded instead of keep on questioning? There is no right and wrong for giving opinions but the one who always think that they are the right one and others are wrong is such a total LOSERS!

It's Monday peeps. Just chill. Don't lose your temper for irrelevant things. Seriously, this is something not worth to fighting for.

So good morning and have a nice day ahead!

K-Pop?

This is bullshit!

Half Glass

What do you see?

Half glass full of water?
Or half glass empty?

I see you.

Hari Yang Panjang

Sungguh, ini hari yang panjang.
Sehari suntuk menjadi penumpang.
Asalnya keluar nak beli barang.
Tapi end up bertandang ke rumah orang.

Mungkin

Kulihat cuaca agak baik hari ini.
Mungkin hari ini akan indah tanpa mendung.
Kerna ada urusan keluarga yang perlu dibuat.
Jadi cuaca silalah teruslah menjadi indah.

Mungkin.

Final Exam: Day 2, Fourth Subject

Today, I'll sit for the second exam paper for this semester.

Subject - Ethics and Sustainable Policies in Science, Technology and Innovation
Date - Friday (January 9, 2015)
Time - 8.15 pm

Wish me luck! =)

Masalah

Seperti kebiasan pada waktu-waktu begini aku tetapkan masa untuk menulis sebarang dua coretan. Disiplin adalah masalah yang pertama. Masa adalah masalah yang kedua. Ketiadaan idea adalah masalah yang ketiga. Selebihnya entah ada berapa mahu aku kirakan semuanya. Jadi rasanya baik aku sambung baca buku untuk peperiksaan sekejap lagi. Waktu kini sebenarnya adalah hari Jumaat, 9 Januari 2015, 12:40 pm.

Mendung

Sepertinya setiap waktu,
Mendung-mendung begini,
Pasti dibasahi hujan.

Ah, tersangkut lagi.

Degenerates

I realized that my brain starts to degenerates. In other words, I can't remember what I've learned or read. Don't ever say about memorizing, all gone! Oh my. What's happening to me? =( *sad*

Final Exam: Day 1, Third Subject

Today, I'll sit for the first exam paper for this semester.

Subject - Philosophy of Sustainability
Date - Wednesday (January 7, 2015)
Time - 8.15 pm

Wish me luck! =)

After Midnight

After midnight,
When I fall asleep,
I wish it's you appears in my dreams.

After midnight,
When I fall asleep,
I wish we both in the same dreams.

After midnight,
When I fall asleep,
I wish we will woke up from this dreams.

Semangat

Agak lama tiada alunan muzik bergema.
Bukan kerna aku sudah tawar hati.
Tapi kerna aku ketiadaan masa. Benar tiada.
Belum pun usai kertas periksa dijawab.
Aku sudah mencari-cari rumah untuk belajar.
Mungkin kaku keras seperti kayukah tanganku?
Entah. Moga kali ini semangat lebih utuh lagi.

Dreams

When you don't have your own dreams,
Just please don't ever destroy others!

Hell bitch!

Tidur

Tutup mata.
Pejamkan telinga.
Tarik nafas dalam-dalam.
Hembus nafas perlahan-lahan.
Kosongkan fikiran.
Rehatkan badan.
Tenangkan jiwa.

Ok dah kau boleh pergi tidur.

Exam!

Okay people. So. Yeah. I'm having exam this week so wish me luck! =)

Si Pungguk dan Si Bulan

Lewat yang terasakan,
Di malam nan syahdu,
Bunyian rasa sayu,
Terdengar lagu rindu.

Berkata pada Si Pungguk pada Si Bulan,
"Apa kau masih mahu aku?"

Jawab Si Bulan kepada Si Pungguk,
"Aku mahu kau walau cuma dapat kulihat dari jauh."

Diam.
Sunyi.
Bisu.

"Apa kau sanggup tunggu aku?" duga Si Pungguk.

"Aku tetap mahu tunggu walau kau yang akan mati, tinggalkan aku dulu." tangis Si Bulan.

Sebarkan Cinta

Masa, bisa saja cemburu pada kita.
Pasakkan saja waktu di Bumi,
Agar tertebar segala yang ada di Langit.
Sebarkan, sebarkan, sebarkan!
Teriakmu menari dalam gembira,
Segala debunga cinta bertebaran.
Kau kutip, kau hirup, dan beri padaku.
Terus menari dan menyanyikan lagu.

New Year Resolution

To be honest, I don't have any new year resolution. It just, I don't know. I should have more short term goal than to have one big moment to strive in. It's not easy to be a full time student, worker and wanted to play music for more serious. My life was so miserable throughout this year. But yeah, that's all. And I'm happy for doing it. 

Hello 2015!

Year 2015,

With all hope,

Be nice, be dope.